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Caught Myself Laughing

Female Vocal Melodic Dubstep
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[Intro]
It slipped from me — a bright note in a minor room
Hands to my mouth, too late to pull it back

[Verse 1]
Years of white‑knuckle quiet, holding the line so it wouldn’t snap
Chewed the inside of my cheek till iron tasted like home
Then it tripped out of my ribs — a laugh I didn’t plan

[Build]

[Chorus]
I caught myself laughing — and I let it break wide
Hands over my mouth, but the light wouldn’t hide
It spilled from a room that I kept without sky
Shook dust off the rafters, rang loud through my spine
I caught myself laughing — and I let it break wide
Wet at the edges, with tears in my eyes
If joy is a door, I won’t deadbolt it tonight
I caught myself laughing — and I let it break wide

[Drop]

[Verse 2]
I used to swallow sparks, tune my heart to hush at midnight
Kept my voice on low like a radio behind a wall
Now the echo’s got legs and it runs through the streetlights

[Build 2]

[Chorus 2]
I caught myself laughing — and I let it break wide
Fingers on my lips, but the flood chose the tide
It poured through the cracks of a long-locked life
Left salt on my smile, left warmth on the night
I caught myself laughing — and I let it break wide
It’s mine to keep now, I won’t hand it back
If light wants my name, I’ll answer it bright
I caught myself laughing — and I let it break wide

[Drop 2]

[Breakdown]
I’m done apologizing for bright sounds my body makes
If it cracks me open, let it
I’m keeping this light

[Final Build]

[Final Drop]

[Outro]
I caught myself laughing — and I let it break wide
I’m keeping this light

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