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Close It Myself

Female Vocal Melodic Dubstep
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[Intro]
Door left a breath ajar, porch light humming low
One key on the hook while I listen to the slow night

[Verse 1]
I kept your chair empty, the dust drawing a halo around it
On the table waits a letter — a letter never written back
Latch loose to the draft, like I could hear an apology in the air

[Build]

[Chorus]
I won’t guard your silence at the threshold anymore
I turn the lock and take my breath back from the shelf
You’ll never say it — so I close it myself
Let the click speak truth you buried on the ledge
You’ll never say it — so I close it myself
Porch light out; in the dark, my heartbeat finds its stead

[Drop]

[Verse 2]
I twist the porch bulb dark; the moths drift to another sky
I wipe the dust from the waiting chair and slide it inside
Your empty envelope gapes — the space where sorry should live says enough

[Build 2]

[Chorus 2]
No more counting cars that slow and never stop
No more saving your shadow a seat beside my chest
You’ll never say it — so I close it myself
I hear the hinge cry once, then quiet like a held breath set free
You’ll never say it — so I close it myself
I keep the key; I keep the peace you never kept for me

[Drop 2]

[Breakdown]
I name what happened softly, and I don’t ask the night to answer
I believe the quiet witness in my bones
I let the porch go dark and feel my own light gather
I let me in

[Final Build]

[Final Drop]

[Outro]
Door shut clean, and the house finally rests
You never said it — I closed it myself

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